well i installed Mobo Monitor 5 to see if it was my CPU/MOBO temp that was killing it but they're all fine.
it happened today everytime i minimized cs or anyother game and once it said my nv4_mini.sys file was messed up so i checked it out and deleted it, thinking it would fix it but it only made my desktop in 6 bit color and only viewable in 600x800 so i restored it back to the way it was.
I have NO DAMN idea what the hell is wrong, but atleast i know it has something to do with my video card
so when i get my hands on 300 bucks, ill be buying and geforce 6600 ultra 256mb
thanks for the help guys