Sorry to hear about your injury...we'll see what we can do to alleviate some of the computer-related pain
First question: Do you have XP Home installed and is SP2 installed?
From what I understand of what I read...this application is not even included with XP Home.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Microsoft_Message_Queuing
<<Also it takes my dsl forever to come on.>>
DSL, like cable, is supposed to be on all the time...unless the user shuts down the system. Anyone with DSL or cable should always have an Internet connection, if all things are functioning properly.
Are you referring to the time between your pressing a browser button...and actually having the webpage appear in the browser?